Dear Ann I thought about you today as I do every day as I listened to the Killers It always seemed to be on the radio as I went to Luton /Mt Vernon I was thinking about the day we went to B&Q to buy plantsa for the back garden and we got lots in the sale and you bought the green boot and you thought it was beautiful It was alovely sunny day and I put in the plants but you could not kneel down to help me and you looked at me and said "Do you think I will be here in spring time when they come out & I looked at you and said Of course you will and so will I" dont be daft and I looked away because I lied and I didnty want you to see the tears and fear in my eyes The are very bad days when I dont want to get up but I have to and I could rage at the world anf have huge screaming tantrums but it would serve no purpose only to frighten others The days are starting to get long and there will be sunshine again and justice will be done for your unnecesssary death We all keep in touch and tx each other every day Mary got a new car There is a lovely new president in the Us and that fool is goneGiz is in top form and she rules the roost Lisa is doing OK will type soon xxx w