Ann we think about every day and time does not make it any easier but long days with sunshine are coming anf I will look at the flowers we planted in the garden last August and you looked at me and said Do you think I will be alive to see them in Spring and I looked at you and smiled and said "of course you will and so will I " I lied and had to turn awai Im sorry but I hope you did not ssee the fear and sadness in my eyes Gizzy is fine and she keeps command in the other two so you can guess who is boss Barak Obhama is the new |President today and that fool Bush has shoved off I have all your text messages yousent on the mobile and will put them on a disc with photos to save I often look at them and remember thew days they were sent we see a lot of Tommy and send txts every day The bad days are bad and its hard to get out of bed and I could rage at the world for taking you But there is nothing I can do but justice will be done Lisa is doing OK Danni is a great suppport Its dinner time now we will talk soon xxxw